Invite only positive thoughts into your mind today. No matter what today brings try and focus on the positives and keep your eye on the prize. Re-establish your priorities, surround yourself with positive people, broaden your perspective, do something you love today and open yourself to the possibility of a new reality!
It has been almost exactley nine months since i lost my mom due to cancer.. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of her, there are times I catch myself picking up the phone to call her when I want to tell her about my day or a event that has happened.. At times it still don't seem real I don't think I have allowed it all to sink in... My brother and I both have our days where we catch each other calling one another and spending hours on the phone just talking and trying to make each other feel better.. I think we both just took it for granted that we would have our mother around a lot longer than we did. I still regret not spending more time with her the last time she was down, I still felt like i had so much proving to do to show her I had turned my life around even though I think I did a good job at showing her before she did pass.. All I wanted her to do is be proud of me.. I don't know if i will ever get over the loss but I do know she would be really proud of me today.. Love you Momma